Fourth

He passed by me and walked in front of me, then turned around. His expression was somewhat sad, and the various colors of city lights cast a thin layer of light on him, making him appear unreal and beautiful.

Before, I thought I was on the side with an absolute advantage. Later, I realized that I had long been standing on the edge of a cliff, with every step back causing pebbles to fall into the abyss. I was just naive and didn't realize it.

I didn't avoid you.Stubbornly, I turned my head away from his eyes. I was afraid that the deep affection inside would make me give in without limit, and eventually there would be no turning back.

Tranlsated Result Truly, I truly believe that we will love each other until death.

Seeing me like this, Lin Chujian was a bit at a loss: "What's wrong?"

In all love triangles in this world, there is always one side that has the upper hand.

The warmth passed on from his palm instantly made me dizzy. I unexpectedly let him hold my hand like this, forgetting to break free.

Lí Gē.

I can't stand the way he looks at me. I know, I love him so much that I can't refuse him when he is serious.

I finally turned my head to look at him. In the eyes that I once thought were as bright as stars, there was a sadness that made my heart ache. As a result, my eyes turned red.

This sourness has brought out all the longing for him during this period of separation.

I have even thought of the epitaph, just five simple words - even in death, love.

Meeting Lin Chu Jian was a very cliché beginning: I was passing by a basketball court holding a book when a ball came flying towards me. I looked up and saw him holding the basketball, awkwardly apologizing. I told him not to worry about it and said, "If you really feel sorry, then take me out to eat!"

So, at this moment, I don't know how to face this person behind me whom I haven't seen for a long time.

I'm very tired, let's talk later! I turned around and left, but he hugged me from behind and I couldn't break free.

Then look at me. Lin Chujian gently caressed my face with his hand.

Lin Chu Jian was somewhat helpless: "Li Ge, how many times do you want me to say it? I have nothing to do with that Xu Yaxin. I don't like her at all. Now, in the past, or in the future, I will not have any relationship with her. I was forced to go to the mall by my dad that time—you know the relationship between my family and hers, I have to give my dad some face."

Lin Chu Jian, my ex-boyfriend.

Believe ?

I sighed softly in my heart, then met his gaze and asked him very seriously, "Will there really be no next time between you and Xu Yaxin?"

I used to firmly believe in those who loved me, but all I got in return were one lie after another.

Lige, I really love you, really! His deep and hoarse voice echoed above my head, revealing an undeniable sadness.

After coming out of the KTV, I didn't know where to go. Going home was definitely not an option, and stepping back into the private room was even more undesirable.

When the familiar voice sounded, my nose inexplicably felt a bit sour.

Do you all claim to love me? But which one of you has truly been good to me? Just like my parents, they say they love me while having affairs and secretly divorcing. They make me live in a lie every day. Is this love? And you, every time you tell me that there's nothing between you and Xu Ya, but what about it? I see you two together, laughing and joking, shopping, attending events with my friends. I see her holding your arm, and you don't refuse... Lin Chujian, is this the love you speak of? Is this the love you want me to see? I see you two together, laughing and joking, shopping, attending events with my friends. I see her holding your arm, and you don't refuse... Lin Chujian, is this the love you speak of? Is this the love you want me to see? Is your love a bit hypocritical?

I broke free from his embrace, looked at him, and unconsciously tears streamed down my face once again.

Lige, don't cry. It's all my fault, I was wrong. He hugged me in a panic, his tone filled with anxiety. "As long as you don't cry, I will agree to whatever you say, okay?"

From the first meal, every meal afterwards was eaten together, and it became tiresome.

I feel a little aggrieved, taking a step back: "You stay away from me, go and enjoy your happy life with Xu Ya...".

You can't hide from me, what are you doing now?

I won't let go. If I let go, you'll run away. Lin Chujian tightened his grip on my hand.

I miss him in the summer, when he would silly cover the sun for me by putting his hand over my head; I miss how the pockets of his jacket were always unusually large, and when we walked on the street, he would hold my hand and stuff it into his pocket, putting a few of my favorite candies in the palm of my hand; I miss the proud look he would give me every time he scored a basket while playing basketball; I miss when we would argue, he would wrap his hand around my neck and force me to beg for mercy, then plant a kiss on my forehead; I miss the warmth in his embrace on windy and snowy days; I miss how he would scold me when he saw me not eating properly, like scolding a naughty child... putting a few of my favorite candies in the palm of my hand; I miss the proud look he would give me every time he scored a basket while playing basketball; I miss when we would argue, he would wrap his hand around my neck and force me to beg for mercy, then plant a kiss on my forehead; I miss the warmth in his embrace on windy and snowy days; I miss how he would scold me when he saw me not eating properly, like scolding a naughty child....

I miss him so much.

You always speak insincerely. "Li Ge, if you liked me as much as I do, you would know that I have been seriously ill for you," he whispered in my ear.

Are you kidding me? Why would I be afraid to see you?

I was surprised that Lin Chujian had no reaction.

I turned around and looked at Lin Chujian, as if I saw my parents desperately explaining things in front of me.

The wound that was opened up by my parents is still bleeding, and I really don't have the strength to argue with him anymore.

The most important thing is, I know that he is following closely behind me at this moment.

When Lin and I first got together, she would pick fights and throw tantrums over trivial matters. However, Lin once swore to me that she would never like Xu Yaxin and would never have anything to do with her.

Give it up, what kind of act are you putting on here with me? Do you also want to be awarded the Best Actor prize? I look at Lin Chujian and think, compared to my dad, your acting skills are still a bit lacking.

What's even more fortunate is that we not only are in the same class, but also in the same debate team. We have fought side by side in many competitions and won many awards. Later on, when other schools heard that the two of us were teamed up for a debate, they couldn't help but want to withdraw from the competition directly.

This sudden change of events left me stunned and depressed for a while.

I feel like we are simply a match made in heaven. Everything that I don't like to eat, he loves, we complement each other perfectly.

Li Ge, I'm sorry, I didn't know about your family... I...

After listening to what I said, he froze.

Long after, I deeply regret not telling Lin Chu Jian all my love at that moment, which deprived me of many chances to express my love for him.

"Love?" This word, I've heard it too many times today.

I thought that our stable and developing relationship was unique, and that it would inevitably lead us to walk hand in hand towards the hall of marriage, have a pair of lovely children, and be buried together until death, never to be separated for all eternity.

"Don't hold me back, let go quickly!" I didn't even turn my head, I didn't want to look at him at all.

Now that you know, Lin Chujian, can you let me go?